/int/ - International

>>27854 Your story sounds like an intro to Mika Kaurismäki's movie.

>>27915 Kek.

My first job. It was at steel stamping place and it was just running sheets of metal through a big press and packaging the pieces. It ran by itself mostly so there was a lot of standing doing nothing and listening to the thump thump thump noise for 8-10 hours. It was mind-numbing. They taught the new guy how to drive a forklift and not me. I should've sued for anti-bernd discrimination.

>>27927 Keywords: Forklift, Bernd.

>>27856 I literally quit a similar job yesterday. My schizoid personality just wants a job with little to no (living) human contact that sort of pays well. For similar reasons like yours I didn't show up second day. My colleagues kept talking and wanting to socialize plus the stench remained in my throat, I could smell it hours after my shift ended.

Ligerally whomst

>>28111 The man that killed two police officers in the Victorian mountains and ran away into the wilderness. I made a thread about it when it happened.

Thanks for the update, Bernd. I have been waiting for months.

based australian mad lad also this >>28122 >>28111 lurk moar

So this is like Australia's Chris Dorner ?

I once read a study that letting direct current run through your heda with specific electrode positions could help against depression. So I built myself a constant current supply with a couple of transistors and big electrodes made from aluminum foil. I had to increase the voltage to like 25Volts or so to get the desired couple mA of current. I did this for maybe half an hour or so. Next two days I had a massive headache and lots of red spots on my skin where the electrodes were in contact with my heda. I think I did a bad job with the resistance between the electrodes and my skin and this were basically burn marks. I don't think it helped with the depression. What I am trying to say is that reading some study and then replicating it yourself might be a bad idea. Especially when you are an idiot.

>>28123 You could have just tried picking something heavy up and consequently putting it down again. One day, we might be able to pick up our feels and put them down somewhere else... or so they say.

>>28130 I already did that to some degree at the time. The thing with sports is that it eases the symptoms but it does not get rid of the depression. When you have depression that does not come from genetics it is because you are in a bad living situation and you feel like you don't have the capability to get out of it yourself. In my case it was because I lived at home with a toxic family and had too much social anxiety to go to job interviews. Now, that I have a job, live several 100 km away from them and cut off contact with them I was magically cured. What got me into applying to jobs wasn't sports but applying in a drunken state and smoking a lot. This way I could numb my body into doing the first steps.

>>28157 > toxic family > cut off contact with them I was magically cured. If this was more acceptable in society and more people had the courage to do it.....

>>28157 Well, congrats for the achievement and lets hope for your well being, Bernd! Half assed steps are always better then no steps at all.

The harpy eagle. Used to prey on kids.

>>28137 We had one a few months ago. He in czechia now.

>>28141 Based. >>28142 They even made "Elch Emil" word of the year which is retarded in so many layers.

>>28141 The harpy eagle sounds like a Kohl Bernd.

>>28152 I don't think the eagle wants to... you know. He's content with a fine Happy Meal.

>>28057 I agree with Finland. Being retarded is a good thing. t. retard

>>28066 You should be careful. I know multiple people who ended up having children because of Spy × Family

>>27946 Because the hobby is so eccentric, it becomes a distinct feature of ones preferences, allowing for solidification of an identity through judgement by third parties. From the outside having a preference that is contradictory to respectable roles and activities sure looks like making this preference a personality, because it presents a feature of a person that stands out especially when faced with friction. Another example for this would be the LGBT community or political groups. Ostracizing people like that just adds fuel to the fire, because people who identify such shared preferences in others will stick closer together, creating something commonly referred to as a "scene".

>>28125 Fucking knew it was just breeder propaganda! It would be quiet nice, but I have all that family bs by proxy with coworkers already.

December rain - Global warming has come Finland succumbs to Japan

Very good.

How cute :D

Yes.

Yes.

>>28040 Is in 1500chan.

Absolutely ready!

I think the widespread use of LLMs and generative AI already ushered in the new era. Even if they plateaued already (which they haven't) the effects will ripple throughout the coming decades.

>>27932 why should good things happen? is life supposed to be a bed of roses?

>>27935 He take ALL money from Naruto and let him suffer for nothing, and get a Maison for Sasuke.

>>27936 God loves you, bernd.

>>27937 whats a kid need money for, he end up like jayden smith

Naruto is Jesus and the Hokage is Jehovha.

>>27999 ??? Probably Redbulll or Solo Energy.

>>28000 Redbull is for fags, Monster is superior. I never heard about solo energy, how good is?

>>27999 i like the monster lemonades (sugar free) and starbucks latte energy drinks. that shit is expensive though i just mix caffeine powder now

>>28002 >Monster lemonades You're based.

>>28001 Redbull is the OG. I don't really like monster, Solo is an Australian lemon soft drink, but they released a solo Energy drink recently, it's pretty good, I like it.

Death of a very close relative, minor memories still make me cry like a little bitch at times. Last when I recently listened some FFX OST, got it on release and the TV was in her room, so I played and she got hooked on the story while slowly paying more and more attention. Afterwards she completed the game once more on her own while I watched :3 damn.

My family gives a lot of money to my brother and he makes a lot of loans, and fucked our family.

Living with severe OCD. I am on medication now. I want to get off medication eventually but at least I know I won't relapse because I can always go back on it.

>What was the lowest point of Bernd's life? Got a taxi after a night of heavy drinking. Slurred my home address to driver. Spent last of my money on that trip and ended up on the opposite side of town. Dodgy place. Had to take an emergency piss. Taxi guy drove away. Finished, zipped-up, made a couple of wobbly steps into darkness. Woke up in a ditch at dawn. People helping me to stand up. Went back home across town looking like an extra from "Walking dead". >Could you relapse in a similar situation? Yes. >What did those hard times teach you? On nights out carry a piece of paper with my home address and Eircode on it. Most of taxi drivers here are immigrants. >How did you overcome it? By avoiding social media and wearing a hoodie/sunglasses when visiting that housing estate.

>>27777 I seem to be doing OK with HHC from vapes, it seems to mess with my mind less than regular THC actually. Notable differences compared to THC: - It seems to kick in much slower, My guess is that it needs to be metabolized before it does anything at all. - Other weed-like effects seem to be less strong except that it's almost as good as weed to make women's bodies look amazing and cooming feel about 3x as good as normal. - A notable thing that's also missing compared to THC is a strong afterglow on the next day, like everything feels a bit magical and full of child-like wonder. One of my favorite things about THC and what often makes me skip a day even if I have weed at home and the temptation is strong.